Old Mill Road Media and WEQX are thrilled to present CLEAN Jams, a new radio show hosted by Benjamin Lerner, every Thursday night at 11pm.
In addition to Sober Rap & Hip-Hop music, each episode includes a guest interview with a health professional, musician, politician, lawyer or other recovery partner, discussing addiction and sobriety.
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Kendrick Lamar – Count Me Out
Kendrick Lamar – Crown
Kendrick Lamar – Silent Hill (Feat. Kodak Black)
Kendrick Lamar – Savior – Interlude
Kendrick Lamar – Savior (Feat. Baby Keem + Sam Dew)
Kendrick Lamar – Auntie Diaries
Kendrick Lamar – Mr. Morale (Feat. Tanna Leone)
Kendrick Lamar – Mother I Sober (Feat. Beth Gibbons)
Kendrick Lamar – Mirror
Vic Mensa – There’s A Lot Going On
Eminem – Not Afraid
Kids See Ghosts – Reborn
Kendrick Lamar – United in Grief
Kendrick Lamar – N95
Kendrick Lamar – Worldwide Steppers
Kendrick Lamar – Die Hard (Feat. Blxst and Amanda Reifer)
Kendrick Lamar – Father Time (Feat. Sampha)
Kendrick Lamar – Rich – Interlude
Kendrick Lamar – Rich Spirit
Kendrick Lamar – We Cry Together (Feat. Taylour Paige)
Kendrick Lamar – Purple Hearts (Feat. Summer Walker and Ghostface Killah)
Geto Boys – Mind Playing Tricks On Me
Tupac – Dear Mama
Kanye West – Family Business
Baby Keem – issues
Dax – Dear Alcohol
KC Makes Music – Addiction
Dax – Suffocating
Hopsin – Chris Dolmeth
TomPepe – River Runs Deep
Witt Lowry – Last Letter
Jelly Roll – Tears Could Talk (Feat. Bailee Ann)
Jelly Roll – Sober
Jelly Roll – Save Me
Patrick Sargent – Rebel Yells
DJ CAVEM – Sprout That Life
DJ CAVEM – 1 FOR THE HOOD
DJ CAVEM – I Can’t Breathe The Air
DJ CAVEM – Let It Grow
DJ CAVEM – PULL UP ON THE GATE
Salomon Faye – Faye (Feat. Enasni Leber)
Salomon Faye – Unlimited
Salomon Faye – Alchemy
Mos Def – New World Water
Dizzy Wright – Alkaline Diet
Robscure – Grateful Dust
Robscure – Nature//Notyours
Robscure – Forum 4 The Ppl
Robscure – Echo (Feat. Eva Rawlings)
Robscure – The Wheel (Feat. Foz)
DJ Kay Slay – Rollin’ 110 Deep
DJ Kay Slay, Rollin’ 50 Deep
Joe Nester – Worthy of Love (Feat. Colicchie)
Joe Nester – Shower Me In Love – 3:39
Chanda Lynn – “It’ll Be Alright” (Feat. Joe Nester) 3:05
Colicchie – Angels
Colicchie – Out The Dark
Colicchie – Survivor (Feat. Problematic & Shayla Hamady)
The Real Young Swagg – The Good Life
The Real Young Swagg – Broken Smile 3:06
The Real Young Swagg – Shackles & Chains 3:36
The Real Young Swagg – Prove Them Wrong
Macklemore – Starting Over
Orlando Brown – God Is In M
Vin Jay – Paradise
NLE Choppa – Yak Flow
Machine Gun Kelly – “god save me”
Machine Gun Kelly – “maybe” (Featuring Bring Me The Horizon)
Machine Gun Kelly – “drug dealer girl” (Featuring Lil Wayne) and Machine
Denzel Curry – Melt Session #1 (Featuring Robert Glasper)
Denzel Curry – Walkin
Denzel Curry – The Last
Denzel Curry – Mental (Featuring Bridget Perez & Saul Williams)
Denzel Curry – Troubles (Featuring T-Pain)
Denzel Curry – Angelz
Denzel Curry – The Illz
Marlon Craft – State of The Union Part 2
Marlon Craft – All We Got
Marlon Craft – Reason To Believe
Marlon Craft – The Happy
Hippie Dayze – Meet Me In The Woods
Hippie Dayze – Echoes
Hippie Dayze – Untitled Part 2
Colicchie – Lord If You Hear Me
Tom MacDonald – Balloons
CalenRaps – Wallz
CalenRaps – Codependent
Snak The Ripper – Wrath & Pride (Feat. Slaine)
Snak The Ripper – Ashes
Snak The Ripper – Little One (Feat. Jaclyn Gee)
Snak The Ripper – Trust The Process
Macklemore – Next Year (Feat. Windser)
Kanye West – Through The Wire
Eminem – Till I Collapse
Eminem – Lose Yourself
Eminem – Not Afraid
Colicchie – Drug Addiction Part 2.
Colicchie – To Whom It May Concern Part 5
Colicchie – Music Saved My Life
Colicchie – Recover Or Die
Colicchie – H.O.P.E.
Macklemore – Starting Over
Slaine – Do What You Love
Notorious B.I.G. – Everyday Struggle
Notorious B.I.G. – Suicidal Thoughts
Conway The Machine – Stressed
Dax – Dear Alcohol
Lucidious & Joel Woods – Lie Lie Lie
Problematic – Liar
JayTekz – Slowly Breaking
Sik World – Why’d You Leave?
Sik World – Can’t Escape
Sik World – Several Years
Josh A – Pain
Josh A – Mood Swings
Josh A – You’re Not Alone
Queen Latifah – U.N.I.T.Y.
MC Lyte – Eyes Are The Soul
MC Lyte – Poor Georgie
Little Simz – Introvert
Little Simz – Therapy
Young M.A. – Sober Thoughts
Young M.A. – Yak Thoughts
Chanda Lynn – Release Me
Chanda Lynn – Not One More
Chanda Lynn – Maybe
Chanda Lynn – Mama
Chanda Lynn – It’ll Be Alright (Feat. Joe Nester)
Coi Leray – Anxiety
Jack Harlow – Nail Tech
Lil Tjay – Losses
Yungeen Ace – Giving Up
Yungeen Ace – Ain’t Been The Same
Yungeen Ace – Heartache
Yungeen Ace – E-Way
Yungeen Ace – Deserve It (Feat. YFN Lucci)
KXNG CROOKED + Joell Ortiz – Vacancy
KRS One – Think Bigger (Feat. G Simone)
Mach Hommy – Self Luh
Denzel Curry – Walkin
Eminem – Lose Yourself
Eminem – Mockingbird
Eminem – Not Afraid
Macklemore – Drug Dealer (Feat. Ariana Deboo)
Macklemore – Otherside
Macklemore – Starting Over (Feat. Ben Bridwell)
Royce da 5’9” – Cocaine “Tabernacle.”
Royce da 5’9” – Boblo Boat (Feat. J. Cole)
Royce da 5’9” – I Don’t Age
Royce da 5’9” – Tabernacle
Colicchie – Drug Addiction Part 2
Colicchie – H.O.P.E.
Carolesdaughter – Violent
Juice WRLD – Lucid Dreams
Lil Peep – Fingers
Kanye West – Runaway (Feat. Pusha T)
Tyler, The Creator – Running Out of Time
Tyler, The Creator – I Don’t Love You Anymore
Colicchie – Dopesick Love
Colicchie – Love Ballad
Colicchie – Find A Way
Joe Nester – Worthy of Love (Feat. Colicchie)
Drake – Best I Ever Had
Kendrick Lamar – LOVE (Feat. Zacari)
Robscure – Forum 4 The Ppl (CLEAN) – Sent through WeTransfer
Robscure – Sometimes (CLEAN) – Sent Through WeTransfer
Robscure – Nature // notyours
Robscure – Grateful Dust
Yung Breeze – My Misery
Raw Deff – Stuck
99 Neighbors – Rageless Hope – Burlington
GOOD WTHR & SkysplitterInk – Breathe – From Burlington
Omega Jade – Path Of… – From Burlington
Colby Stiltz – Human (feat. Jer Coons)
Highh Def – Distortion
Mass of Man – The Other Side (Feat. Olivia Charlotte)
CHVSE – I’m Fine
Witt Lowry – How Should I Feel (Feat. Meg & Dia)
Zimm – On My Own
Little Simz – Introvert
Little Simz – Therapy
Little Simz – Wounds (Feat. Chronixx)
FJ Outlaw – Blame It On My Ego
FJ Outlaw – Forgive Me (Feat. Jelly Roll)
Bezz Believe – No Risk, No Reward (Feat. FJ Outlaw )
The Real Young Swagg – Prove Them Wrong
Enkay47 & Buddhakai – Take Me Back (Feat. Katie Roman)
The Real Young Swagg – Derelict
Vin Jay – My All
EarthGang – All Eyes on Me
Key Glock – Proud
iann dior – thought it was (feat. Machine Gun Kelly & Travis Barker)
King Iso – Zero Dark Thirty Four
Tech N9ne – I Been Thru A Lot (Feat. Stige)
Ekoh – Heater 2
Colicchie + Problematic – Survivor (Feat. Shayla Hamady)
Colicchie – Recover or Die
Cordae – Jean Michel
Cordae – Momma’s Hood
Cordae – Parables (Remix) [Feat. Eminem]
Salomon Faye – Faye (Feat. Enasni Leber)
Salomon Faye – Unlimited
Salomon Faye – Alchemy
Problematic – When The Drugs Don’t Work
JayteKz – Promise
Cryptic Wisdom – Desperado (Feat. Vin Jay)
Bmike – Pray For Better Dayz (Feat. CalenRaps)
Bmike – ALL GOODIE
CLEAN Jams Top 24 Best and Most Influential Recovery Rap Songs of 2021 Countdown Part 2
#12 – Colicchie – Work Now Work Later
#11 – KC Makes Music – I DUNNO
#10 – Vin Jay – Paradise
#9 – Vince Staples – ARE YOU WITH THAT?
#8 – Ekoh – Look Out Below
#7 – Slaine – Chasing Ghosts
#6 – G Eazy – Breakdown (Feat. Demi Lovato)
#5 – KC Makes Music – XO RIP
#4 – The Real Young Swagg – Shackles and Chains
Tribute to Rappers who lost their lives to Suicide & Violence Set:
Lil Loaded – Emotional Killer
Young Dolph – Preach
#3 – Madchild – A Confession
#2 – nothing,nowhere – Buck
#1 – Joe Nester – Worthy of Love (Feat. Colicchie)
Episode 50:
CLEAN Jams Top 24 Best and Most Influential Recovery Rap Songs of 2021 Countdown Part 1
#24 – Cryptic Wisdom – Can’t Go Back
#23 – DMX – Skyscrapers (Feat. Bono)
Special Tribute Set – (Not Part of the Recovery Rap Countdown):
DMX – Slippin
Biz Markie – Things Get A Little Easier
#22 – Pooh Shiesty – Federal Contraband Freestyle
#21 – Mass of Man – Weight of the World
#20 – Mass of Man – Bad Thoughts (Feat. KC Makes Music)
#19 – KC Makes Music – Time
#18 – Vic Mensa – VICTORY
#17 – Problematic – On My Own
#16 – Young M.A. – Yak Thoughts
#15 – Jelly Roll – Sober
#14 – Enkay47 – In My Head (Feat. Sarah Cleary)
#13 – Merkules – NERVES
Notorious B.I.G. – Things Done Changed
Notorious B.I.G. – Suicidal Thoughts
Notorious B.I.G. – Everyday Struggle
Tupac (feat. Stretch) – Pain
Tupac – Brenda’s Got a Baby
Tupac – Dear Mama
Tupac – Life Goes On
XXXTentacion – SAD!
Nipsey Hu$$le – Victory Lap
King Von – Wayne’s Story
Pop Smoke – Run Down (Feat. OnPointLikeOP & G Herbo)
Young Dolph – Preach
DMX – Slippin
DMX – Walking in the Rain (featuring Nas, Exodus Simmons & Denaun)
DMX – Call Your Father (featuring Usher & Brian King Joseph)
DMX – Skyscrapers (featuring Bono)
DMX – Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer
Big Sean – One Man Can Change the World (featuring Kanye West & John Legend)
Eminem – Lose Yourself
Eminem – Not Afraid
Royce Da 5’9” – Tabernacle
Gang Starr – Family and Loyalty
Macklemore & Ryan Lewis – Starting Over (featuring Ben Bridwell)
Colicchie – Another Season
Colicchie – H.O.P.E.
Juice WRLD – Lucid Dreams
Juice WRLD – Lean Wit Me
Juice WRLD – Used To
Juice WRLD – Scared Of Love
Juice WRLD – Empty
Juice WRLD – Maze
Juice WRLD – Conversations
Juice WRLD – Righteous
Juice WRLD – Fighting Demons
Juice WRLD – Wishing Well
Juice WRLD – Can’t Die
Juice WRLD – Burn
Juice WRLD – Already Dead
Juice WRLD – Hard Work Pays Off (Feat. Future)
DaRealaFlex45 – Withdrawals:
DaRealaFlex45 – Broken:
DaRealaFlex45 – My Head
Vazy – The Field
Jibba The Gent Feat – Chosen (Feat. Robin Marie)
Just Cauz – Inception (Feat. Yung Breeze)
Yung Breeze – Hey Now
Robscure – Funny Feeling
SINNN Feat. tip/toe “Over And Over”
Rivan C. – Woah
DaRealaFlex45 – Beautiful (Featuring Tone Jonez)
Lucidious & Joel Woods – When I Was A Kid
Lucidious & Joel Woods – I Wanna Go Home
Ekoh – Dopesick
Dax – Pain Paints Paintings
Dax – Bad Things Happen to Good People (Feat. LeCrae)
Dax – PTSD
Dax – Wounded (Feat. Clever)
Struggle Jennings – Soul On Fire (Feat. Caitlynne Curtis)
Struggle Jennings – Lonely Faces (Feat. ScatteredBrains)
Struggle Jennings – Troubadour of Troubled Souls:
Colicchie – Been Through Hell
King Iso – Cover The Scars
Witt Lowry – How Should I Feel?
Dax – Battles With Faith
Dax – Eternity
Dax – Does God Cry?
Sik World – Still Lost 2
Sik World – Drowning
Sik World – Going Ghost
Sik World – They Don’t Even Know
Colicchie – Puzzle Pieces
Madchild – A Confession
KC Makes Music – Time
Maxo Kream – Worthless
Maxo Kream – Greener Knots
Maxo Kream – Trips
Dax – Suffocating
Dax – The Devil’s Calling
Dax – Searching for a Reason
Colicchie – Come Back Home
Lil Peep – Cobain
Lil Peep – White Tee
Lil Peep – Gym Class
Lil Peep – The Way I see Things
Lil Peep – Haunt U
Lil Peep – Getting Money Still Sad Too
Lil Peep – Star Shopping
Lil Peep – We Think Too Much
Lil Peep – Lil Kennedy
Lil Peep – Brightside
Lil Peep – Runaway
Lil Peep – Life is Beautiful
Lil Peep – Fingers
nothing.nowhere – buck
nothing.nowhere – fake friend
nothing.nowhere – changer
Eminem – Lose Yourself
Eminem – Infinite
Big L- Street Struck
Project Pat – Life We Live
Skinny Berlin – Walking Pharmacy (Feat. Project Pat & Killa-T)
Gucci Mane – Lemonade
Gucci Mane – Addicted
Skinny Berlin – 90 Days Sobriety Stuntin
Colicchie – Recover or Die
Benjamin Lerner – Scars
Immortal Technique – Dance With The Devil
Benjamin Lerner – Dan & Dave
NF – Story
Eminem – Stan
Eminem – Darkness
Joyner Lucas – Ross Capicchioni
Yellopain – Influence
Dave – Lesley
Guest: Talented author, Maiya Katherine, who just released her debut book, An Apology To My Demons. Part 2.
BMike – Please Don’t Cry
Taran Jaber – Sometimes (Feat. JRok & OZ)
Taran Jaber – Belong Here (Feat. JayTekz & Aundre Myles)
Vin Jay – Fragile
Vin Jay – Doubt
Vin Jay – How Come
Vin Jay – Paradise
Madchild – Alone
Colicchie – Weapon in My Hand
Cryptic Wisdom – Can’t Go Back
Guest: Talented author, Maiya Katherine, who just released her debut book, An Apology To My Demons.
Meek Mill – Halo (Feat. Brent Faiyaz)
J. Cole – Heaven’s EP
G-Eazy – Breakdown (Feat. Demi Lovato)
Jelly Roll – Dead Man Walking
Jelly Roll – Backslide
Jelly Roll – Over You
Jelly Roll – Hollow
Jelly Roll – Sober
Problematic – On My Own
Mass of Man – Weight of the World
Enkay47 – In My Head (Feat. Sarah Cleary)
Colicchie – Out The Dark
We’re going to be celebrating the life and music of legendary rapper Royce Da 5’9”, who has served as a continuous source of inspiration throughout the course of my journey of recovery.
Slaughterhouse – Our House (Feat. Eminem + Skylar Grey)
Slaughterhouse – My Life (Feat. CeeLo Green)
Slaughterhouse – Throw It Away (Feat. Swizz Beatz)
Slaughterhouse – Rescue Me (Feat. Skylar Grey)
Royce Da 5’9″ – Tabernacle
Royce Da 5’9″ – Pray
Royce Da 5’9″ – Caterpillar (Feat. Eminem + King Green)
Royce Da 5’9″ – Cocaine
Royce Da 5’9″ – I Don’t Age
Royce Da 5’9″ – Tricked
Royce Da 5’9″ – Pendulum
Royce Da 5’9″ – Overcomer (Feat. Westside Gunn)
We’re going to close out National Recovery Month with a moving tribute to the late, great Mac Miller, who died of an opioid overdose in September of 2018.
Skinny Triks – Smoke Rings (Feat. Mac Miller)
Mac Miller – Nikes on My Feet
Mac Miller – Kool Aid & Frozen Pizza
Mac Miller – Senior Skip Day
Mac Miller – Traffic In the Sky
Mac Miller – Donald Trump
Mac Miller – BDE Bonus
Mac Miller – Fight the Feeling (Feat. Kendrick Lamar & Iman Omari)
Mac Miller – S.D.S.
Mac Miller – Watching Movies
Mac Miller – Self Care
Mac Miller – 2009
Mac Miller – Blue World
Mac Miller – Good News
Guest: Alex Figueroa, the Interim Assistant Director of Substance Use Services at United Counseling Services in Bennington, Vermont – Part 3.
Ekoh – Ted Talk
Jelly Roll – Tears Could Talk (Feat. Bailee Ann)
Mass of Man + Mack Harrison – Fallen Angel
Dave – Survivor’s Guilt – (CLEAN)
Dave – Heart Attack
Problematic – Angel Vs. Demon Part 3
Problematic – Angel Vs. Demon Part 4
Colicchie – Never Giving Up
Guest: Alex Figueroa, the Interim Assistant Director of Substance Use Services at United Counseling Services in Bennington, Vermont – Part 2.
Merkules Feat. Benny the Butcher – Need Me Now
Fivio Foreign – Story Time
Kanye West Feat. Playboi Carti and Fivio Foreign – Off The Grid
Baby Keem – Issues
Baby Keem – Scars
Baby Keem – 16
Problematic – Angel Vs. Demon
Problematic – Angel Vs. Demon Part 2
Colicchie – Let You Down
Colicchie – Another Chance
Guest: Alex Figueroa, the Interim Assistant Director of Substance Use Services at United Counseling Services in Bennington, Vermont.
Merkules – Nerves
C-Mob – Broken
King Iso – Hypocrite
King Iso – World War Me
King Iso – Edicius
Kane West – Jesus Lord Part 2 (Featuring Jay Electronica, Jadakiss, Sheek Louch, and Styles P)
Drake – The Remorse
Jelly Roll & Struggle Jennings – Enemy
On tonight’s episode of CLEAN Jams, we’re playing some of the most influential and time-tested lyrically-conscious Hip-Hop tracks from the past forty years, including choice cuts from Eric B & Rakim, Outkast, Tupac, Nas and Kendrick Lamar. Recovery is all about honesty and authenticity, as is Hip-Hop music.
Eric B & Rakim – Paid In Full
Eric B & Rakim – Microphone Fiend
Rakim – Juice
N.W.A. – Express Yourself
Nas – Nas Is Like
Big L- Street Struck
Gang Starr – Moment of Truth
Outkast – Git Up Git Out (Feat. Goodie Mob)
Tupac – Dear Mama
Eminem – Mockingbird
Kendrick Lamar – MAAD City (Feat. MC Eiht)
Royce Da 5’9″ – Tabernacle
On tonight’s episode of CLEAN Jams, we’re doing an all-music recovery rap special in honor of Overdose Awareness Day on August 31st.
Jack Harlow – Rain
Jack Harlow – Baxter Avenue
Jack Harlow – WHATS POPPIN
KC Makes Music – Sober (Feat. Jordan Meyer)
REM One – Monologue
B-Rain – Is It All Foreal
Joe Nester – How Many Times
Colicchie – Emotional Burial
Colicchie – H.O.P.E.
Colicchie – Recover Or Die
Colicchie – Drug Addiction Part 2
Benjamin Lerner – Recovery Is Possible
Guests: David Riegel, Executive Director of Vermont Foundation of Recovery (VFoR), and John Rogers, an elder at the Mission City Church in Bennington, Vermont – Part 2.
MC Anomaly – Numb
Schoolboy Q – Drugs
Merkules – Dear Diary
Merkules – Better Myself (Featuring Savannah Dexter + Rittz)
Merkules – Voices
Carolesdaughter – Violent
Girl In Red – Serotonin
Chanda Lynn – Not One More
Vin Jay + Cole Z – On My Way
Guests: David Riegel, Executive Director of Vermont Foundation of Recovery (VFoR), and John Rogers, an elder at the Mission City Church in Bennington, Vermont – Part 1.
Colicchie – Fly Away
Madchild – Trapped (Feat. Kaysie Marie)
Problematic – Do As I Please
Tom McDonald – Withdrawals
Tom McDonald – Sober
Tom McDonald – Angels
Trapp Tarell – Lil Boy Trey
The Real Young Swagg – Desperado
A Special “Summer Blockbuster” episode of CLEAN Jams tonight, where we highlight the music of three chart topping rappers who have openly spoken on their continuing struggles with addiction, trauma, and mental health issues: Roddy Ricch, Future, and Post Malone.
RODDY RICCH – PRAYERS TO THE TRAP GOD
RODDY RICCH – DIE YOUNG
RODDY RICCH – WAR BABY
RODDY RICCH – DOWN BELOW
FUTURE – I AIN’T LIVING RIGHT
FUTURE – PERKYS CALLING
FUTURE – HATE THE REAL ME
FUTURE – ACCEPTING MY FLAWS
FUTURE – NEVER STOP
FUTURE + DRAKE – LIFE IS GOOD
POST MALONE – MYSELF
POST MALONE – CIRCLES
POST MALONE – PARANOID
POST MALONE – CONGRATULATIONS
Guest: Ralph Bennett, Emergency Department Supervisor at Turning Point Center in Bennington, on how the Gage Street Recovery House will help recovering addicts find stability in their lives.
Vince Staples – Lift Me Up
Vince Staples – ARE YOU WITH THAT?
IDK – Cry In Church (Feat. Seven Streeter)
Orlando Brown – Crime Don’t Pay
Orlando Brown – Pain
Orlando Brown – God Is In Me
Colicchie – To Whom It May Concern (Part 5)
Gang Starr – Family & Loyalty (Feat. J. Cole)
Drake – Started From The Bottom
Guest: Jeffrey Seidel – Owner of Northshire Insurance in Manchester, VT
Joe Nester + Colicchie – “Worthy Of Love”
Slaine – “Legend of the Fall”
Madchild – “Leave A Light” Feat. Joey Oz
G Herbo – “Gangstas Cry”
G Herbo – “PTSD” Feat. Juice WRLD, Lil Uzi Vert & Chance The Rapper
G Herbo – “Feelings”
Ill Bill – “My Uncle”
Merkules & Hopsin – “Not Like You”
Eric B & Rakim – “Juice (Know The Ledge)”
Guest: Dr. Joshua Sherman – Owner of Old Mill Road Media and Old Mill Road Recording.
Benjamin Lerner – Performer
Benjamin Lerner – Dan & Dave
Benjamin Lerner – Liquid Fentanyl
Benjamin Lerner – High Life
Benjamin Lerner – I Surrender (Feat. Mary Ellin Lerner)
Benjamin Lerner – Alive When I Die
Benjamin Lerner – Broken
Benjamin Lerner – Never Let It Go
Benjamin Lerner – I Couldn’t Save Him
Benjamin Lerner – Only One Left
Benjamin Lerner- Scars
Special show dedicated to the music which played a critical role in Benjamin’s journey through recovery.
Moneybagg Yo – Wockesha
NLE Choppa – Bryson
NLE Choppa – Depression
NLE Choppa – Letter To My Daughter
NLE Choppa – Done
Lil Wayne – Me And My Drank
Lil Wayne – I Feel Like Dying
Lil Loaded – Emotional Killer
Lil Loaded – Hard Times
Rod Wave – Dark Clouds
Rod Wave – Calling
Rod Wave – Moving On
Rod Wave – Changing
Rod Wave – Don’t Forget
Special show dedicated to the music which played a critical role in Benjamin’s journey through recovery.
Young M.A. – OOOUUU
Young M.A. – Sober Thoughts
Young M.A. – Yak Thoughts
Madchild – Rock Bottom
Madchild – Structural Damage
Madchild – Overdose
Madchild – I Was On Drugs
JayTekz – Hopeless Faith
JayTekz – If I Should
JayTekz – Soul Searching
Mass of Man Feat. KC Makes Music – Bad Thoughts
KC Makes Music – Maybe It’s Me
KC Makes Music – Addiction
KC Makes Music – XO RIP
Polo G Feat. Lil Durk & The Kid LaRoi – No Return
Special show dedicated to the music which played a critical role in Benjamin’s journey through recovery.
Gucci Mane – First Day Out Tha Feds
Gucci Mane – No Sleep
Gucci Mane – Addicted
Colicchie – Drug Addiction Part 2
Colicchie – Recover Or Die
Mac Miller – 2009
Mac Miller – BDE Bonus
Juice WRLD – Lean Wit Me
Juice WRLD – Rich And Blind
Juice WRLD – Wishing Well
Macklemore – Starting Over
Eminem – Not Afraid
Guest: Josh Woodward, AKA MC Anomaly, a talented rapper from Albany, NY who uses hip hop as a platform to spread a message of hope, positivity, and perseverance – Part 2.
Eric B & Rakim – Paid In Full
Nas – NY State of Mind
Notorious B.I.G. – Things Done Changed
MC Anomaly – Student Of The Game
MC Anomaly – Numb
MC Anomaly – Save Me
Eric B & Rakim – Microphone Fiend
2Pac – Dear Mama
Nas – Dance
Big L – Put It On
Guest: Josh Woodward, AKA MC Anomaly, a talented rapper from Albany, NY who uses hip hop as a platform to spread a message of hope, positivity, and perseverance – Part 1.
MC Anomaly – Act Like Ya Know
Steven Moses – Sober Up
Chanda Lynn – I’m Sorry
MC Anomaly – Real Me
Problematic – Alone
Bmike – Therapy
MC Anomaly – Nightmare
Lucidious – Hope
MC Anomaly – Still Here
Guest: Berta Maginniss – Executive Director of the Wilson House in East Dorset, VT.
DMX – Hold Me Down (Feat. Alicia Keys)
CHVSE – My Life
Sik World – Reflection
DMX – Skyscrapers (Feat. Bono)
DMX – Walking In The Rain (Feat. Nas, Exodus Simmons & Denaun)
DMX – Letter To My Son (Feat, Usher & Brian King Joseph
Ma$e – Welcome Back
Colicchie – Another Season
B-RAiN – All I Want
Guest: Pam Aulicino – Suboxone Nurse Care Manager at Deerfield Valley Health Center in Wilmington, Vermont.
CHVSE – This A Message
Madchild – Structural Damage
Madchild – Overdose
Ekoh – Sober
KC Makes Music – Pour Me One
KC Makes Music – Powerful
KC Makes Music – Nightmare (Feat. Serg)
Mass of Man – Feeling Low
Enkay47 – Purpose
Colicchie – Listen To Your Heart
Episode 17:
Guest: Mickey Wiles, CEO, and Founder of Working Fields – Part 2
J. Cole – Pride is the Devil (Feat. Lil Baby)
NSYT – Baby Brother
B-RAiN – Is It All Foreal
Eminem – Rock Bottom
J. Cole – Let Go My Hand
J. Cole – Interlude
J. Cole – The Climb Back
Enkay47 – One of Those Days
Bun B – Angel In The Sky
Guest: Mickey Wiles, CEO, and Founder of Working Fields.
Special Mother’s Day Guest: Benjamin Lerner’s Mother, Mary Ellin Lerner
Gucci Mane – No Sleep
Kodak Black – Testimony
Joyner Lucas – Ramen & OJ (Feat. Lil Baby)
Sik World – God, I’m Feeling Low
Royce Da 5’9″ – Starter Coat
Eminem – Mockingbird
Guest: Vermont’s Attorney General T.J. Donovan – Part 2
Jackson Whalan – From The Woods (Remix) (Feat. KRS-One)
Colicchie – Drug Addiction Part 2
Vince Staples – Blue Suede
Vince Staples – Nate
Vince Staples – Jump Off The Roof (Feat. Snoh Aalegra)
Eligh – Pain On The Break (Feat. Grouch)
REM One – City Never Sleeps (Feat. B-RAiN, Joe Nester, Ridge Long)
FJ Outlaw – Family Values
Lil B – Dead And High
Guest: Vermont’s Attorney General T.J. Donovan
Black Rob – Showin’ Up
Eminem – Lose Yourself
Royce Da 5’9″ – Tabernacle
Zimm – Stuck In A Loop
Zimm – Scared
Kendrick Lamar – The Art of Peer Pressure
Colicchie – Look Into My Eyes
The Real Young Swagg – Broken Smile
Guest: Natalie Philpot, Programs Coordinator for The Collaborative, a Londonderry-based Youth Addiction Prevention and Education Program – Part 2
DMX – The Prayer IV
Hopsin – Alone With Me
Colicchie – Work Now, Work Later
KC Makes Music – XO RIP
Zimm – Haunted
Zimm – Hopeless
Zimm – Problems
JDAM – Never Good Enough
Ridge Long – Stuck In My Ways
NF – Trust (Feat. Tech N9ne)
Guest: Natalie Philpot, Programs Coordinator for The Collaborative, a Londonderry-based Youth Addiction Prevention and Education Program – Part 1
DMX – Party Up
DMX – Get It On The Floor
DMX – X Gon’ Give It To Ya
Vin Jay – Addicted
Bmike – Anxiety
JayTekz – Soul Searching
Kamban – Authentic Life
Sik World – Several Years
NF – Drifting
Colicchie – Gospel (Feat. B-Rain & KC Makes Music)
Guest: DJ and VJ Matthew Pinfield – Part 3
Biz Markie – Things Get A Little Easier
Nice & Smooth – Sometimes I Rhyme Slow
Madchild – Demons
Slaine – When The War Ends (Feat. Ill Bill)
Eligh – Angel of Death
Lil Peep – Brightside
Mac Miller – Best Day Ever
Juice WRLD – Lucid Dreams
nothing,nowhere. – Buck
nothing,nowhere. – Hammer
nothing,nowhere. – Fake Friend
Guest: DJ and VJ Matthew Pinfield – Part 2
Vin Jay – Don’t Do It
Mullin – Against The Odds
Enkay47 – Twenty21 (Feat. GAWNE)
The Real Young Swagg – Scarred Forever
The Real Young Swagg – Pain
The Real Young Swagg – The Chase
NF – Clouds
Eminem – Rap God
Macklemore – Starting Over
Kamban – Addiction
Guest: DJ and VJ Matthew Pinfield – Part 1
NF – Lost (Feat. Hopsin)
Clever – Use Again
Colicchie – Suffer
Enkay47 – Sober
Sik World – Drowning
JayTekz – Hidden Tears
Machine Gun Kelly – Lead You On
REM One – Lost In The Sauce
B-RAiN – Silver Spoon Nonsense
Jelly Roll – My Last Joint
Jelly Roll – Loneliness
UnderRated – It’ll Be Better Tomorrow
Guest: Independent artist and rapper based in PA., Spills
J.I.D. – Off Da Zoinkys
CHVSE – Blackout
KC Makes Music – Sober (Feat. Jordan Meyer)
Spills – Distort My Eyes (Feat. SC and Mars)
Kids See Ghosts – Reborn
CalenRaps – Think About Me
Spills – Black And Blue
JDAM – If You’re Feeling Down
Eminem – Going Through Changes
Spills – P.L.L. (Pretty Little Liar)
Stann Smith – Eldritch
Guest: Bennington County State’s Attorney, Erica Marthage – Part 2
Jonwayne – Out of Sight
Yellopain – Influence
REM One – Monologue
The Real Young Swagg – Shackles & Chains
NF – How Could You Leave Us?
NF – Leave Me Alone
NF – My Stress
Caskey – Voice of God
Machine Gun Kelly – Merry Go Round
Gucci Mane – Addicted
Aesop Rock – Get Out of the Car
Guest: Bennington County State’s Attorney, Erica Marthage – Part 1
Macklemore – Otherside
Atmosphere – Became
Wildcard – Odyssey
Problematic – Regrets
Problematic – Misery
Problematic (Feat. Colicchie) – Survivor
Kerser – Bad Habits
Pharoahe Monch – Broken Again
Colicchie (Feat. Jordan Meyer) – Chasing A High
Mullin – Medicine
Guest: Rutland Mayoral Candidate, Matthew Godnick Seager\
Eminem – Deja Vu
Rittz – Turning Up The Bottle
Tom Pepe – River Runs Deep
Stitches – I’m So Lost
Stitches – I Cry
Stitches – Momma Proud
Big L – Street Struck
Gang Starr – Moment Of Truth
DMX – Slippin’
Logic – Nikki
Guest: Jim Baker, Vermont’s Commissioner of Corrections
Hopsin – Chris Dolmeth
Yelawolf – Addiction
J. Cole – FRIENDS
Vic Mensa – There’s A Lot Going On
Vic Mensa – 2Honest
Vic Mensa – 10K Problems
Slaine – Knocked Down
Slaine – One More Day
Slaine – Do What You Love
Eligh – The Healer
Guest: Dr. Mark Levine, Vermont’s Commissioner of Health – Part 2
Macklemore – Kevin
Witt Lowry – Last Letter
Bishop Nehru – Too Lost
Roddy Ricch – Down Below
Juice WRLD – Lean Wit Me
Juice WRLD – Rich And Blind
Juice WRLD – Wishing Well
nothing,nowhere – changer
nothing,nowhere – hammer
nothing,nowhere – ruiner
nothing,nowhere – better
Yellopain – Do You Really Wanna Die?
Jelly Roll – Overdose
The Roots – Water
Guest: Dr. Mark Levine, Vermont’s Commissioner of Health – Part 1
Royce Da 5’9″ – Cocaine
Macklemore – Drug Dealer
Eminem – Not Afraid
Mac Miller – Doors
Mac Miller – 2009
Mac Miller – Good News
Colicchie – Drug Addiction
Colicchie – H.O.P.E.
Colicchie – Recover or Die
Royce Da 5’9″ – Stay Woke
